One thing I’ve been noticing is that time goes by very slowly for me. A lot of people have been saying that once you are awake, you age more slowly. It’s true. When you are awake, you realize that time is an illusion and actually doesn’t exist and that you are a timeless being.
What’s really cool is that at some point, I started noticing that the time on my phone is always behind the time on other clocks… Usually it’s just a few seconds, but I’ve also seen it being behind like a minute or something… It’s so fucking magical.
I think there is a relation to how deeply present you are in a situation. For example, when I’m with my grandmother, time slows down more significantly than when I’m having fun playing with the huskies, because when I’m with my grandmother, I instantly become more deeply present as I can sense her heavy pain body and her need for some spiritual healing.
These days I’m doing a shitload of stuff and I myself feel like a lot of time has passed, but then I take a look at the clock and it’s much less than I thought lol. Once I looked at the clock and it was 12:55 pm, then I did something else for at least a few minutes (at least that’s how I felt) and looked at the clock again and it was still 12:55 pm 😂
Since my whole life is just one ongoing event of synchronicities these days, I’m getting so used to it that it has become the most natural and normal thing to me and I forget that this is not the case for a lot of other people yet. But I’m not able to keep hiding and pretending that life is random and nothing special, you know? The way I talk and act is changing significantly and I am aware that I’ll be scaring some people away 😂 But I don’t mind at all 😂 It’s alright and necessary.